how come

Have you ever felt lost and different then everyone else? Do you ever feel like others do not like you because you are different. We all do at some point, we want to fit in and feel like we are important and LOVED by others. As I look at others around me, I see something I am missing. I want it all.... friends, family, and to be the best daughter, wife, friend, mother, and all around person I can be. But I hide behind a wall of shame,fear, and doubt. I cannot overcome this by myself and I have to give it all to God. But yet I still see something I want, that I am missing. So I ask God please take away this burden and help me to become a child you are proud of, that you can say That is My daughter. I do not want to do the wrong thing in your eyes. I know I am not perfect and I will never be, however I want to feel like I am important in your eyes to know you have chosen me and for something other then just living and surviving.
How come when you speak about God people are scared and turn away. There is nothing wrong with believing in God, yet people will become so irradiated and irrational when He is brought up. So my question is WHY?? Is it because people do not understand who He is, are they afraid. As a mother my child does things that really upset me, which she knows is wrong, yet does it anyhow. Why?? She knows I will yell at her and she will suffer the consequences of her actions. However, as a mother I should understand that she is learning and I should not get mad and through a fit at her. She has the freewill to make them mistakes and do the things I told her not to, because It affects her or others in someway that is not far, or can hurt them in the long run. I cannot live my daughter's life for her and she has to learn on her own and feel pain in sadness. Now I do not want her to feel this in anyway but she has to learn on her own, Love is something you feel and can only be done by your free will. A person can not feel a love so strong they would die for. For example: A bum on the street who he/she has never met, or a child offender that has been in and out of prison for years. Yet if you took the time to know that person inside or knew that person on a different scale/or time things would be different.

Here is another one Big Brother (government) is something people are always talking about. Example: big brother is always watching us, yet they let come after us good people and let the bad run free. People feel the same way about God. God is always hurting the good people and the bad have it all. This is not true because God has called us to be with him on His side and when we choose to do our own thing then He will let us do our own thing. But when we choose to be with Him and take the time to know Him then our lives and the way we see life will change.

I challenge all who read this take the time and get to know God. If you do not know where to start or are afraid of doing it on your own I will love “LOVE” to help and learn with you or even find someone who could.