my mother

So I started talking to my mother again and I let her have my new number. This should be interesting hopefully for the better. I will always give my mother a chance giving up on her completely is not an option. I just hope this time she gets it. I love talking to my mother just not when she has something in her system that makes her act like a fool. My mother is a great person and I love her very much I just hope she will stay sober. She just doesn’t remember what she does when she drinks and how she acts.
Rachelle called her the other day and was so excited. When she got off the phone she said “ I am so Glad I got to talk to my grandma I love her.” Rachelle can go without talking to her and have such a connection with her. I loved listing to their conversation she understands Rachelle and Rachelle loves talking to her.

It’s hard the only person I can talk to is my husband. I don’t have real close friends that want to hear me ramble on & on about my kids. My children and my husband are all I have and I don’t do anything else in my life that doesn’t include them. This I must say gets to be pretty hard when u r trying to make friends. That is the reason I need my mom she is the only person I can talk about my life without guilt.