my mother

So I started talking to my mother again and I let her have my new number. This should be interesting hopefully for the better. I will always give my mother a chance giving up on her completely is not an option. I just hope this time she gets it. I love talking to my mother just not when she has something in her system that makes her act like a fool. My mother is a great person and I love her very much I just hope she will stay sober. She just doesn’t remember what she does when she drinks and how she acts.
Rachelle called her the other day and was so excited. When she got off the phone she said “ I am so Glad I got to talk to my grandma I love her.” Rachelle can go without talking to her and have such a connection with her. I loved listing to their conversation she understands Rachelle and Rachelle loves talking to her.

It’s hard the only person I can talk to is my husband. I don’t have real close friends that want to hear me ramble on & on about my kids. My children and my husband are all I have and I don’t do anything else in my life that doesn’t include them. This I must say gets to be pretty hard when u r trying to make friends. That is the reason I need my mom she is the only person I can talk about my life without guilt.

TODAY I CHALLENGE YOU !!! To ask Why and How and What and Who.

Just a thought.. When building a house you lay a foundation, when a child ur parents and friends and family also contribute to your foundation. By the time u are 18-21 ur foundations is built. You are either looking for a House or building one. Now say you are building a house on that foundation. But your house is falling or is a little off. Now if your house is not built upon a strong foundation then u will have problems the rest of life in that house.
So today is the time for you to restore your foundation and go back to square one. Level it out and ask for help b/c missing the basic steps will hurt you. If u have ever done any masonry work you know there are many things that can go wrong if u hurry. Things like sinking, crack, and bubbles all kinds of things. Take your time even things out ask for help. Once that foundation is solid then you can build your house.

Without the foundation there would be no house to build on.


REMEMBER: Jesus is our foundation without him our house will not last. It will not hold. He is our strength and our foundation is built on Him. When we have Him our house will be well lived inn.


Foundation is something that we need to go back 2. Check for cracks and sinking. We need to go back to square one. If we do not, we will sink or find weeds and it can cause more damage and more hardships. This is what we do not want. We think about it and then we think well I already know this and that is for beginners and I don’t need to go back. But we do we all need to review and check for gaps and spaces and things that do not belong. One bad thing can turn into a big mess. WHY? Because it will keep growing and you will not realize it because u are adding more and more into ur life and not checking on the foundation first.

TODAY I CHALLENGE YOU !!! To ask Why and How and What and Who.